I'm sorry

I'm sorry :

• I wasn't there to comfort you when you needed comforting.
• I wasn't there to give you a hug when you needed one.
• I wasn't a good friend when you needed someone to talk to.
• I wasn't there when you needed a shoulder to cry on.
• I created much trouble regarding a small matter.
• I got your name involved in it.
• If I ever did something to hurt your feelings.
• For my big mouth.
• For not understanding you.
  

S.M.I.L.E

My new outlook on life.... no matter what happens always and always remember to smile. Somehow when you smile, you feel better and not only that you actually make the people around you feel better too. Like they say, sometimes your smile might mean the world to someone. If my smile could help change someone's world or make someone's day a whole lot better - I'd do it 24/7!!
Come on give it a try. =) Smile!!

Mommy!! It's Over!!....

Orthopedics posting came and finished as fast as it came. Tomorrow is my last class for Orthopedics. Technically end of posting examination was on Wednesday and today (Thursday) and tomorrow (Friday) is just a waste of time. Am I glad that the posting is over? Yes and no. Yes because as interesting as Orthopedics was I can never tolerate these long postings. Have always preferred the short 3-4 week ones. No because it simply signifies that I now have exactly 2 months to study for my year 4 finals for which I have started squat!!! *runs around the room insanely while pulling hair* Some seniors say it is still possible and that I dun have to worry THAT MUCH!! But knowing me I BETTER WORRY!!

Anyways Ortho is over and done with, up next is ENT which starts on Monday. But before Monday comes.... Its the weekend!!! Yeay! I am heading home for the weekend. Hopefully it will be a fun one! Happy Merry Weekend!!

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There is only so much that I can do to make this work. And all that I do will be of sheer waste if it's only a one sided thing. Apparently I'm expandable to you when you actually mean a lot to me. You have made it clear. And now watch me back away....

Annoyed

I have been pissed ever since that day when I was called or should I say termed as being 'self-centred'. If any of you guys reading this and actually think that I am so, post a comment cos I would really really like to hear why do you think I am so??

Today I realised that chatting online annoys me. I believe I am someone who relies on people's expression when they speak to me. Now can you see why chatting annoys me? Its terms like 'hmm..', 'ic', 'haha'........ I don't know if it is really meant when it is said... And for me that is super important!! I am on the verge of throwing everything away... I think I have now successfully talked utter crap on my blog... But hey!! Its MY blog... I can say whatever-the-hell I feel like saying...

Here's to YOU ( you know who you are and if you don't well I guess it was never meant to be then)
I can see you moving away. I can feel it. The way you speak, the way you act everything has changed since we first met. What baffles me is the reason - WHY?? There has to be a reason. And the least you can do is tell me what it is before you move away... And i know that day is coming soon...=(

When you least expect it....

Has anyone ever told you the phrase before - 'When you least expect it....'
If you are one of those people then welcome to the club. Many things in our lives happen when we least expect it to happen. Sort of catches us by surprise! It's all happy-happy smiley face when something pleasant or exciting happens suddenly. But when someone or something hurtful happens suddenly, it's hard to swallow.
Here's is my attempt to make a list of things that happened when I least expected. Maybe you should try making one yourself. Here goes :

When I least expected......

• I found people that I can trust.
• I found that people lie and cheat and that nobody can be trusted.
• I realised that I am being used.
• I realised that I am alone.
• I fell in love.
• I realised the hurt and pain of a broken heart.
• I have people who care for me.
• I saw the true side of some of my friends.
• I saw the fun and exciting side of my friends.
• I saw the extent my friends would go to help me.
• I got hurt by the people that I cared for ever so much.
• I realised that nobody's got your back but you yourself!!
  
• It dawned on me the importance of family!
• I found friends who actually mean what they say.
• I found myself.
• I lost myself.
• I hurt myself.
• I survived myself.
• I confessed my feelings to you.
• You broke my heart.
• I realised that life without you is near to impossible.
• You called me a self centered person.
• I realised that I deserve much more than you.
• I grew up, grew wiser and then a lot dumber.
• I realised that what doesn't break you, makes you!!

Did You Know??

Here are some very interesting facts worth sharing with you guys..:

• Mosquitoes have teeth.

• In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King. When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission to the monarchy. In turn they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had sexual relations. The plaque read "Fornication Under Consent of the King" (F.U.C.K) That is the origin of the word.

• When the English settlers landed in Australia, they noticed a strange animal that jumped extremely high and far. They asked the aboriginal people using body language and signs trying to ask them about this animal. They responded with "Kan Ghu Ru" The English then adopted the word kangaroo. What the aboriginal people were really trying to say was 'We don't understand you' - "Kan Ghu Ru"!!!

• Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.

• Starfish have no brains.

• Statistically, people are more afraid of spiders than they are of dying.

• Butterflies taste with their feet.

• All polar bears are left handed.

• The muscles in your heart have the strength to shoot your blood 10 metres in the air.

• Humans and dolphins are the only animals that have sex for pleasure.

• It is impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.

• A cockroach can live 9 days without its head. It only dies because it cannot eat.

• During historic civil wars, when troops returned without any casualties, a writing was put up so all can see which read " 0 Killed" From here we get the expression O.K. which means all is good.